2008-Apr-28 - No ending

No ending....!Fall in love with the wrong guy and the most saddest part is he is ur best buddy.Even though u know that it won't have the ending,but ur heart still fall for him.Why can't just leave it go?Why can't just forget about him?Maybe u already use to listen to his voice.Maybe u already use to listen to his stupid jokes.Now he still can accompany u and listen to u.But,when he already fall for someone else,he won't be able to do that anymore.How u going to live that time?What u will do that time?Will u cry and beg him not to leave u?Or u believe when the time past,he also will bcm past? When u decided to forget him, he came into ur life again.Now u know that he actually fall for u also, but it's already too late.Someone came into ur life.The most hardest part is when u realize that both of them are in ur heart.Who u will choose?The best buddy that u love so much or the guy that  take care and love u all the time.U don't know who to choose.Ur best buddy know that u already have someone.So he decided just be ur best buddy.A good decision and u should feel happy because u no need decide.But u cannot.The feeling still there.On the other side,the guy also know this.He never blame u.The only thing he said was make a good decision,choose a person that u really love and live happily.U cried.At that time, u gave him an answer.U told him that u choose him and will never leave him.U thought that will be the ending between 3 of u.But u are wrong.Now u realized that u still can't let go ur best buddy.Day by day u missing him and u know he also.The feeling getting stronger and stronger.Now u feel confused.And u know there is no ending.........